Zechariah 1:3 "Therefore say to them, thus says Yahu of hosts, return to me, says Yahu of hosts, and I will return to you, says Yahu of hosts. Do not be like your fathers to whom the former prophets preached saying thus says Yahu of hosts turn now from your evil ways and your evil deeds, but they did not hear nor heed me, says Yahu."
Isaiah 55:6 "Seek Yahu while he may be found! Call upon him while he is near! Let the wicked forsake his way and the unrighteous man his thoughts, let him return to Yahu and he will have mercy on him, and to our Elohim for he will pardon abundantly."
Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahu, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call upon me and go and pray to me and I will listen to you, and you will seek me and find me, when you search for me with all your heart."
James 4:8 "Draw near to Elohim and he will draw near to you."
There is a message for all people upon the earth in this final hour.
It is not my message, but I'm a witness of it. Therefore I'm here to warn you because the spirit of love has led me to cry out. I want only good things for you and your loved ones not regret and sadness.
This message is not new, and neither is it hidden knowledge being shown only to a select few.
(Those are actually indicative of traps from the satan who seduces men with ideas of higher knowledge and wisdom, or more holiness as if what the Father gave was not enough. We call those attempts "gnostic", but you remember your heavenly Father does not hide from you the things that you and your family need and he has declared the ending from the beginning. You will know the traps by testing them against the word, when something does not line up with what you know was given and at that moment you're faced with the test to ignore something in the word in order to hold up the "gnostic" corruptions. Beware the deception of serpents, it surrounds you!)
Though the message is not hidden or out of reach, it is "hidden" in plain sight. Countless men have scanned over this serious message but it is as if their mind registered nothing.
This is why I labor, hoping, and begging the creator that others will be given more and more gracious chances and calls to wake up and see what they're actually doing, and admit to themselves they have not been a good servant. The spirit calls to the children but they ignore it because it is so gentle and quiet. They will not be able to blame it because they would have heard and gave attention if they had been doing the correct things in their life rather than self-seeking and doing things according to their own ways. Let us not be like a horse that will not come without a bridle shoved into its mouth.
The world has been given a blindness because they're not loving the word more than the world.
They are not even attempting to keep what they were instructed but instead trying to get all of what they want from both sides, mixing rebellion and the kingdom of the devil with the kingdom of the Father. Therefore they go into blindness and can't see what is right in front of them until the day they truly repent from the heart, no longer exalting themselves over his word. They are choosing to do what pleases them, trying to bend the word to fit into their lives rather than bending their lives to the word that is their very life, and they reject the judgment of the creator as if they know better. I call this putting yourself before the Father, wrestling with him, being a "son of the left hand".
It's not a suggestion, you MUST be genuine. You must. If by the grace of the Father you actually realize that, then next to mind should be realizing those you care about also MUST be genuine, and you've likely been helping train them up to also be blind to true repentance and resist correction. You've also likely been helping them bring in so much of the world into their heart that they can't cast it out without distress.. But to these I wish to encourage, when these things you need to get rid of have so much weight and value to your flesh then sacrificing them for the sake of your Father also gives that sacrifice more value. If you gave up something you hated for him then that wouldn't show much love, but to throw in the fire something that you greatly value, then that is proving love and a more "powerful" sacrifice. Not that we can force the Father's hand by our works, but in faith you can show the Father how much you love him, showing fruit of true repentance and have peace away from the things you struggled to give up. You can trust him.
Therefore do not let anyone or anything mislead you, not even that spirit within you that you're so used to that you don't even think about it, that spirit that comforts you and has mastered convincing you that you are fine with nothing to worry about and may continue on as always enjoying vanity as if you are going to live forever. That spirit that urges you to instantly forget all bad things you do and only focus on the good.
My warning is relevant to all no matter what so-called "religion" or "denomination" they think they're of and currently aligning to. The truth and the word has nothing to do with these denominations and religions of men, remove them from the word because they are leaven.
Mankind has forgotten who they are, and the spiritual battle they're in the midst of. Many are enslaved unaware but the truth has the power to shatter their bonds if they'd only care.
As for me, I certainly am not associated with any denomination of men. Truth is not a "religion" or dogmatic denomination/separation.
I am a servant of the most high from whom all things came into existence, he has graciously revealed to me his salvation. I do not exalt myself above you, I am your brother who loves you. I sought the Father with all of my heart and ate his word, so I am now here to testify to you my family so we can stay family.
Recently I have seen in moments of what I will call "clarity", what is coming onto "the children of the left hand", those who put themselves before the creator in authority by not keeping his word but rather walking in their own light, not trusting him enough to fully submit without thought and interpretation seeking.
If you understood the truth, then you would tremble and quickly submit in humility to all of your authorities placed over you and pray for mercy..
When the clarity comes to me it is sweet, but after the realization of what it indicates, there is sorrowful bitterness. I become sick with crushing pressure on my heart knowing that there are only 2 lots on the earth, the children of the right and the children of the left, the clean and the unclean, righteous and wicked, sheep and goats, those who actually serve the creator and those who do not really serve him.. and many are going to be culled and not be part of his blessed kingdom.
The left are going to be forgotten and all they did will have been for nothing. Wake up.. Consider, how you eat then immediately after it is as if you never ate. You gain nothing by the vanity you're compelled to chase. I tell you though, even though I don't explain my context here, life is love, it is designed in love by your creator who is love.
The liars on the earth have brainwashed comfort into everyone so that they can not believe they would be removed like leaven from the house after Passover, but, what does the word say?
He is love, so the satan whispers to your heart 'don't worry!', but the satan deceives, and also gives you false definitions of love. Those who are removed, the creator did not leave them, they left their creator. Again, it is not love to let others be corrupted, therefore it is love to remove corruption, just as a loving parent fights to protect their children. Again, sin brings death, this is truth of existence, he has made the way for you to escape but if you do not accept it then you are the one who chose to try and survive it by your own right hand and strength.
Don't be so painfully arrogant, you won't survive. Look at your local graveyard and understand, all of those people lived at least at 1 time as if they were never going to end, as if they were eternal like the creator, yet they died. You need his passover lamb or else you are left outside the locked door, and when death comes to exact the debts it will not pass over you, it will not show you compassion neither will it make covenant with you..
The satan tricks and comforts you by your works, and human nature loves to forget the wrongs it does and overfocus on the things it thinks are good, but consider this, Let's say you kill an animal, then for whatever reason it comes into your heart to feel compassion and feel bad for what you did to that animal, and repent from killing them ever again and then give love to them. Now does human nature not cause that person to forget the 1 killed most of the time and they are inclined to delude by their goodness that they are a good person towards animals? Yet when the memory is recalled they are humbled and reminded of the actual case. So, how many animals do you have to be kind to for the 1 thing you're pained by to be undone? No amount of works can undo that single work that pains and shames you, and it is the same with sin and has always been.
If you think the creator ever said justification came from any work we can do then you're mistaken. Some in the past thought animal sacrifice justified them, but those animals gave their lives for the people to hold them over until the salvation of the creator was revealed, and they pointed towards that salvation and how it would come. Therefore we need his help and his justification, because we can do nothing to justify ourselves.
Therefore understand, I truly fear for you..
Also understand, I don't want to lose you!
You do not want to go to the true death, the darkness, the void. It is not a peaceful experience as many like to imagine as if it was peaceful and nice like sleeping in your bed at night. No!
I don't know how elegant my attempts at this are going to be but I will try anyway. Let's begin..
1st though I'd like to say to my brother Yahuda if he reads this.. We have found the Messiah son of David!
His name is יהושוע!
The 1st lie told to mankind was that the Word of the creator can be ignored. As if his words were not pure truth, and that we will not perish or suffer any ill consequence in life if we intentionally sin against what he in love has instructed his children to do.
The serpent even had the woman believing that they would be disadvantaged if they listened and obeyed..
Think now, doesn't something about the teaching of the serpent seem oddly familiar to you today?..
Genesis 3:4 "And the serpent said to the woman, you shall not surely die."
At our birth, we're given a template for what is "normal", and we're also assigned a set of "facts" for us. We then go through life defending these "facts", as if they're undeniable truth and really part of our personal identity.
Yet, do facts change depending on which nation you're currently inside? Does truth change or flip with every new generation?
Are the things you "believe", true? Or, do you just believe that it is true because you have been taught that it is true, and never looked any further?
The time has come for us to awaken, and realize who we truly are, and no longer ignore the Word of our creator for delusions or worthless words from the false guides.
Return to him, his Word is Truth!
Jeremiah 6:16 "Thus says Yahu, Stand in the ways and see, and ask for the old paths, where the good way is, and walk in it, then you will find rest for your souls. But they said, We will not walk in it."
Jeremiah 6:18 "Therefore hear, you gentiles, and know, O' congregation, what is among them. Hear O' earth! Behold, I will certainly bring calamity on this people, the fruit of their thoughts. Because they have not heeded my word nor my law, but rejected it."
I am Andrew ben-Donald, a servant of Yahu, the creator of the heavens, the earth, the sea, and all that is in them.
Yahu is the Elohim, of elohim!
(When you see a word with a thread of blue beneath it, click it for more info.)
It is he who my ancestors Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, served and put their hope and trust in.
I was a lost sheep wandering in the wilderness, ready to be devoured, but Yahu who delights in mercy looked down to me from his holy place on high. Though I was pathetic, malnourished, and filthy, not appearing like much worth even bothering with, with tender mercy he rushed to me and covered me, and saved me as if I was still precious to him.. 😭
He has redeemed me and called me by name. The spirit of my Elohim is in my heart!
This website is a project I've made.. for you.
I wish you could know how much weight is behind what I just said..
I am constantly in sorrow.. My heart feels like it's melting within me, because of what Yahu and his Messiah Yahushua have made bare before me concerning this generation.
I want all people in the world to live, and we all rejoice and play as children in the gift of life given to us from our Father Yahu, but they walk in death, oblivious.. This is that wilderness I mentioned that I too was once lost in.
I have a recurring dream and image that I call 'Summer is coming'. It's never identical but the theme and spirit are the same. I describe it as being like in the very last day of school with your beloved classmates. You are in the last hour before you all depart from eachother and are severed from one another. You're filled with emotions and struck with anxiety from the fact you're out of time, and don't have enough time to share sentiments with everyone. After some vain efforts to obtain peace and closure with everyone, then it happens and you're alone and they're gone, as if they were never there, and you feel a void in your heart.
I tell you, my beloved classmates that I long for are those all over the earth. This is like the reality of our situation now, and we're out of time. So that we may stay connected after our time in "class" comes to an end, I ask you to please follow the good shepherd and be led away from the worthless shepherd. The worthless shepherd does not care for or pity the flock, but is made joyous from devouring it and growing fat on it. The good shepherd is he who cares for and nourishes the flock, and when disaster came for the flock, he loved it so much that he sacrificed himself to save them..
I've labored with the hope I could deliver a message of exhortation, and hope, to every person, though I'm shattered when I think about how that's not really possible, without a miracle.
I seek to support others in their growth, and shine the truth concerning the will of Elohim, the word, and the dark world, to those who've unknowingly been ensnared and hypnotized by the dark world's system.
The children of men are drunken on the world, they must sober up to regain their senses, or else they will soon be burnt away and removed. Many don't think an entire generation would be removed, as if enough people do wrong then it somehow becomes acceptable and tolerated by Elohim. Rather, he gives grace periods and tolerates degrees of straying and depravity for only so long. At the start of these cycles there isn't as much depravity, but near the ends the depravity tends to spiral out of control before he gives the command to put an end to it. Guess where it's looking like we're at right now?
Genesis 15:16 "..For the iniquity of the Amorites is not yet complete."
2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some count slackness, but is longsuffering toward us, not willing that any should perish but that all should come to repentance."
It has happened before, and the Messiah has told us it's going to be like those days 1 more time. In those days at the peak of civilization Yahu put the entire world away by baptizing the earth and cleansing it of corruption and uncleanness, and he preserved a holy seed to be planted on the earth.
Please fast from the world so you can sober up and receive what I'm trying to deliver, and what I'm trying to deliver is not of me.
This project is designed to be a database of scripture collections. A page is made for a specific subject, and then I compile the scriptures relating to that topic to show or prove it. I will also go over passages logically in various sections to help fight against the false teachings and misconceptions being fed to the flock.
So much can be cleared up when you look at every occurrence of a topic all together, rather than receiving bad guidance from a false shepherd then seeing 1 verse on the topic every now and then and assuming it's as you were taught so the verse then is filtered through dim eyes.
Even if it does sound contradictory at times, such people often assume since they were taught it then the better confirmations for their works and traditions must be elsewhere in the Bible and that their guides know about all of those instances or else so many people wouldn't be teaching the same thing, but, that's not the case and they don't really exist, and the false guides are not really qualified to be teaching and are also just going along with blinding traditions.
As a result, it's common for people to stay firm in their traditions by saying the passages that defend the traditions are written somewhere else but they don't exactly know where.. But that's because they're not written anywhere in the word, they're only found in the doctrines of men and the men are bending the word to the traditions when it should be the other way around.
It is truly saddening, there are so many people today who think they're going to be numbered with the saints mentioned in the word and that they're going to get a good reward, but their 'reward' is whatever they can get from the men they follow.
Understand that even if your parents or spouse are the ones you're letting guide you, and you're taking comfort in letting them do all of the work or take responsibility for your actions, Yahu and Yahushua outranks them in authority.
Therefore you will still be held accountable since you chose who to follow. You should not expect to be exempted from accountability by your false guides, but rather expect the false guides to be heaping doubled portions of sin and disfavor upon themselves. If you love these who're giving counsels, then you shouldn't desire a lazy comfort but want to work hard, to help them be a good guide in spirit and truth, and avoid shame and condemnation.
Matthew 5:19 "Whosoever therefore shall break one of the least of these commandments and shall teach others to do the same shall be called 'the least' in the kingdom of the heavens.."
James 3:1 "Not many of you should become teachers my brethren, knowing that we shall receive the greater condemnation."
If you want the reward of Elohim then you need to keep what he has said for the reward. If you desire to be a true follower of Elohim and gain his seal, you must not do as they do, but let the word dissolve the lies and traditions of men. The Messiah warned us about the leaven of the Pharisees and told us to not do their works, it is also the same about the leaders of churchianity, they are the same sort of guide.
Likewise recall that Yahushua at Matthew 23 said about the "religious" leaders, how they sat in the seat to read the word to people, and commanded we keep that word that they read, but not keep what they themselves do because they don't keep those things they're reading aloud from the word but do differently!
Yahushua the Messiah even says something about future 'Christians' specifically, not any other group of people but those who today call themselves 'Christian'. Seriously consider this statement from the Messiah, the one who is called 'The word made flesh', this is the response he is going to give at judgment to many confused people who were deluded, and really believed they were righteous redeemed Christians, doing things right, yet were somehow never actually following his words;
Matthew 7:23 "And then I will declare to them, I never knew you, depart from me.."
Luke 6:46 "But why do you call me ‘lord, lord,’ and not do the things which I say?"
Before I can get to these various pages and start imparting, I need to go over an introduction here to ease you in and explain a few things, otherwise if you skip ahead you may misunderstand, or misjudge the information and me, and too hastily turn away.
Don't feel like there is some destination that you can rush to, our growth sometimes is like a trial that takes understanding to advance to the next level, and entertaining spirits of impatience cause us to remain lost in a maze.
Learning new information can feel overwhelming at 1st, and you may get the mindset that you can't learn and remember it all, but avoid that and do not stress.
Everything new and foreign to us gives us those feelings, but what alleviates them is familiarity.
Simply continue to expose yourself to the knowledge and it will become familiar to you, more so each day, until it's no longer foreign at all.
It is just like making a new friend that eventually becomes your best friend, at 1st meeting you may have had trouble even remembering their name and face, but in time they become part of your heart.
So go for familiarity. This comes with time spent somewhere, and is built up after every night of sleep.
Music can sometimes help our focus and memory, so the music box above is for you if you can find a track that augments your attention. You can also change tracks anytime from the menu accessed by clicking the bottom corner buttons.
For those using a keyboard, you can also control the music box with the left, right, and ESC, keys.
Chewing on something like gum is another trick to help focus.
I've added a "Save and Quit" feature, it's also located on the menu. Use it whenever you need a break, and when you return you will be teleported back to your last page and scroll position.
I've programmed this project to be responsive, but as you know there's an overwhelming amount of different devices, hardware combinations, and variables. I aimed for the most common, but if you have any issues, for the best experience you can try using something close to a Windows Desktop/Laptop, with Chrome, and a 1080p monitor.
I'll continue to refine and optimize, I don't want to alienate any of my brethren.
Me and my Motivation
I go by the calling 'Andrew ben-Donald' because in a special dream, Yahu with his terribly powerful voice called to me in this manner.
You can skip this section if you'd like:
In Hebrew, "ben" means son, and this is how Yisraeli were named in the past, they did not have surnames. He called to me from the heavens, and his voice made all of my strength flee away and I collapsed down to the ground. I would shakily start to get back up, but he would repeat this and I would fall back down powerless. It caused me to wake up and be terrified for my life, and also be questioning why he was calling me the son of my earthly father. He had died young, just months after I was born, I've had what you may call some sort of complex about it, not wanting his fate to also be my heritage. So you see, it made me wonder if it was some sort of meaning that I was given up to death. I had also been suffering in body for that last year unsure if I was going to be okay and distressed not knowing how Yahu felt about me since I was dying in body and not saved from it yet but rather declined more and more.
EDIT: I did have info about me here but I've hidden it for now while I formulate this page.
After that night some time goes by but the dream is still in my mind since I was so unwell I couldn't do much of anything other than focus on my Father Yahu and think about him, my work PC glitched or experienced a bit-flip, and somehow played a song on Youtube by itself.
My work PC has been on while I am awake and sometimes asleep for many years, and that is definitely not a normal occurrence that it navigates to a song and starts playing it by itself.
The song was just a girl singing the scripture from Isaiah 43:1-3.
While I was at 1st troubled because I was laying on my bed(couch) at night, reflecting on things in my quiet house, the fear I had been holding about the dream and other things about my health changed into excitement, into love and joy. A feeling came over me that caused me to hear his words echoing in her voice as if he was there in that moment with me saying it to me, as if to accompany that dream I had been wondering the meaning of.
I'll clarify, In my dream above he was calling me by my name, it left me confused and afraid. Then not long after that dream while laying in the same place as when I experienced it, from the scriptures his word was declared to me as if by itself, his words where he says; Don't be afraid, I have redeemed you. I have called you by name, you are mine.
I then went and read all of the chapter again hoping that was his heart towards me.
So I then strongly felt that Yahu had not given me over to death and he wasn't going to allow it to have me. This was really a huge relief for me because after suffering in body for so long I was unsure of how Yahu the one I love felt about me. Worse than death to me was being afraid he didn't love me anymore.
However, my health still remained on the decline, and began failing me, along with traumatic episodes of severe affliction.
A period of weeks or months go by after that dream and experience, the decline brought me to where my flame was trying to go out, and it was a struggle to just exist. I couldn't even spend time with family because I had to just stay in my room suffering, trying to hold onto my sanity. I would sometimes come out and check on them for a moment but could not keep the appearance of normalcy up long and would be needing to retreat to my room, it was like someone who dives under water and is out of air and needs to run back to the surface.
I barely had any more in me to speak, not even to speak and pray in my heart, I would just lay there on the ground before Yahu, trying to not wish I was dead, but my trust in him was never severed. He was my comfort and my hope.
It came to pass 1 night in Dec 2019 after the 7th day Sabbath of Yahu had ended at evening, I had to travel over to a town that I go to for shopping.
It was hard work to just make it, and I was vexxed becaused I didn't know what to do anymore. The entire time I was on this decline I had kept trying to come up with leads for what I should do or change, and that helped distract me and keep me moving forward, but I felt like I was dying that night and no longer had the life in me to even keep up the distractions, so I was left only in the company of the misery.
I had nowhere to go to try and feel better, I was trapped in my body and could not get away from it. I couldn't seek answers at hospitals or "doctors" because I tried that multiple times in the year and they did not want me to come back to them and treated me like I was a lying drug addict just wanting pharmakeia from them. They apparently were able to see my recent activities in the year and the fact I had to keep returning to places, in truth because I was not given useful help and ran off, though to them they took it as evidence something was off with me.
After I made it into that town, I was in misery but I went to Kroger 1st and tried to go in. After being in for only a few minutes I had to just come back out to my car. I felt sad, defeated, pathetic. I couldn't even do my chores, I felt useless as a man.
While sitting alone in my car in the dark parking lot there, I felt it was the end. I was ready to give up. I decided to pray to my Father Yahu as if it was my last moments. Among some things, I asked him to save me from these men(Medical industry) who I had been given over to, to be shamed by, who didn't really care about me. If you understand, I was so unwell a person in that state you would think is supposed to go to the ER, but I couldn't and the people at the ER and many of my own friends and family were telling me not to go as if I was wasting their time. So I was having to battle with that confusion, I needed to be hospitalized but "doctors" and people working for them were wanting to fight me for coming to them.
I had not received pity or comfort from others, but at times cruelty and rebuke. Job chapter 16 was brought to my mind.. Though I deserved my affliction unlike Mr. Job.
The more unwell and lean I became, the more people just thought it confirmed their false judgments that I was a scumbag drug addict or something.
I was ready to give up living, and not by choice, my body was dying and I had trouble tolerating it while it was happening.
So I asked him to rescue me from this great shame I was being put through.
I asked him to please send someone to me to help me because I was out of energy, and if he would, please send them to the place I was going to next and I would look for them there.
After I prayed this I didn't have any doubt, I expected my Father to hear me and save me. I felt that if a miracle for my affliction was coming, it surely had to be the time, because I was at the end.
I summoned all the energy I could for 1 more push forward, I started my car and drove to the next place. So maybe only 10 minutes if that had passed since my prayer and I park and start heading inside the building. While walking across the parking lot I heard a loud commotion, but I thought maybe some loud people were just socializing somewhere. I just ignored it and kept walking towards the entrance looking at the ground, not wanting to be distracted from my goal of getting inside to look for the one sent to me from Yahu.
What I was hearing was from a man yelling out to someone and it became more and more frantic until the point I had to stop ignoring it and look up to see what was going on, when I did I seen a man looking right at me and it was me he was calling out to and motioning for me to come to him.
I was confused, and not wanting to interrupt going inside to look for the one from Yahu, but I decided to go and greet this man even though I was shy and hesitant.
As soon as I got to him he started prophesying to me, he gave me a message from Yahu my Elohim.
Yahu had pity, and in love gave me mercy. Yahu sent the help and comforted me, and it was far better than I even imagined up.
Yahu told me I was going to be okay. So I learned that even though it felt impossible from the low point I reached, I was going to have recovery.
I was told to be close to him, so since then I've sought to be as close to him as a son before his feet.
He also told me something totally unexpected, he said I was going to be used by him.
I can't tell you what that means exactly, I'm not sure myself yet. All I can tell you is that I'm happy! I'm happy that Yahu my Elohim has covered me with his wings and is with me, and that his salvation Yahushua who I've hoped in is with me. I pray I never let them or anyone down..
After I talked with this man a little, he laid his hand on me and prayed over me, he prayed that I would have recovery. From that night, after being imprisoned in a decline I could not escape for years that brought me down to the gates of death, I finally went on an incline. I still felt terrible but went home with faith in what he said to me, I had a shield to endure. With each passing day I recovered more.
I'm trying to be a better light to others in my daily life now. It's as if I died and came back to life, and now I live for him who saved me not caring about anything else in this world. I don't know if it's what he meant but I consider this project part of my work for him and is why I take it seriously, despite many not being supportive of this passion.
Many have proven they prefer me to remain silent and will only tolerate my presence if I do so, made evident by abasing attitudes and unwarranted flaring spirits of hostility. I try to not let it get me down too much though and focus on my goal; being birthed out of this world and given into my Father's embrace.
The rough draft version of this project was online for many years since 2011, but when I was dying I "set my house in order", and part of that was I took what I had on the internet down including deleting my social media. About the project I said, maybe I've made an error somewhere and he is not pleased with me, and thought to myself, if he wants me to continue in this labor, then he will bring me back..
What I want to share concerning me doesn't end there but this will wrap it up.
Some weeks after that experience, I had another atypical dream.
Yahushua the Messiah was before me.
There was nothing around us, it was just white. I was standing there confused because it was like I was asleep dreaming not knowing much of anything then suddenly put there wide awake.
He briefly spoke to me about something I needed to change in my diet. There was also a curious sign in the dream that led me to believe it was there for proving to me it wasn't "just a normal dream".
I woke up and it was dark in my room, I didn't bother trying to get a light on and just stumbled over to my desk and grabbed for any paper to jot down what he told me, so I wrote it in the dark while groggy. I knew it would look messy but would be good enough for me to not forget the dream. I didn't really tell anyone but that decline I went through gave me some amnesia issues. It has gotten better with my recovery, but I had started recording things and things that happened in my days so I didn't forget anything important. It was like the nerves that connected to certain memory banks were damaged. It felt like Yahu had taken me through so many different kinds of ailments that people are experiencing today, and I am thankful for the knowledge and better judge and understand what people are going through.
I didn't forget the dream though, it would be hard to forget. I didn't need the paper so didn't reference it much, but sometime later I realized the paper I picked and wrote that down on was a list of health issues I was writing down with the hopes to be given the answers for them from Yahu, to give to others so they could feel better and not be so sad in their life.. So I wrote the information from the dream down right on top of related subjects..
I'll share these topics in a health section later. As it is written, Seek 1st the kingdom of Elohim.
So, I had been dying in body for that last year not even knowing why, but after the prophet and with the help of this dream I've went through a rejuvenation. I also have since had my eyes opened and learned that my affliction, at least partly, would have been labeled autoimmune, Multiple sclerosis. The circuitry within my body was being ate away at.
It was like my eyes were shut from being able to realize. I was so thankful and relieved to understand this finally because I just went through a nightmare trying to convince others to take me seriously, that included being mistreated, neglected and abused, by "doctors" and others that I went to hoping they would help me figure out what was going on with me.
(I never had any interest in their "treatments" or pharmakeia, only information, but they didn't know that because we never made it that far.)
They would not take me seriously and tried to convince others, including my family, to not trust me but to treat me like I needed mental help. Keep in mind they judged me like they knew all about me before ever doing any tests on me to see if what I was saying was true or not.
There were a few people though that shined bright to me while I was delivered over to these people, just they were not the ones in control or position to help me be taken care of. I thank the Father for them, their light helped keep me going..
I seriously feel sad for all the people in the world who are suffering yet are not being treated right by the medical system that is supposed to care about others. May those who suffer turn to Yahu and be healed. May the shame be given back to the arrogant false healers. If you have any health problems, seek him and listen to his word and keep it. Many people ignore him through their life so when they get sick and in a panic they don't know what to do but usually turn to men and their denominations and listen to their words while ignoring the words of Yahu and Yahushua.
I tell you though, I early thought that these people appeared to be influenced by the invisible spirits that have sway over the hearts of man, and I accepted it as the will of the Father that I suffer and be on that path, so I did not hold any grudges nor want any of those people punished. So if you know any of their names, let's just keep it to ourselves. I praise Yahu. He is good and what he does is good.
Looking back on all of the suffering I did, I'm actually thankful for it and I'm glad Yahu let me go through it. It humbled me, it helped me grow, it brought me closer to everyone, and it pushed me to do things I had wanted to do but had not yet brought myself to do them.
It was a bizarre experience though, if you could only see how some of them people acted. I really hope the spirits were at work in them and they're not always that bad with everyone.
Now, these are not the only answered prayers, strange "coincidences", dreams, miracles, and outreaches of love from the Father, that I've had over the entire time I've been returned to my Elohim in spirit and truth, but more of the major recent developments at the time of this website's creation and part of my motivation here. The 1st time actually that he spoke to me in a vision of the night with that great voice that pierces into your very being was around Dec 2011. I'll save that for another time though.
I've shared a little about me for rapport and context, but the point of this project is not me, so I'm going to drop distracting focus on me as much as possible. You can learn more about me later if you choose.
Sleepers wake, Dreams will fade..
Where to begin?..
If I hadn't just been brought down to the gates of sheol, I don't know if I would have ever finally reached this point of coming out and saying these things.
Ezekiel 3:7 "But the house of Yisrael will not listen to you, because they will not listen to Me. For all the house of Yisrael are impudent and hard-hearted. Behold, I have made your face strong against their faces, and your forehead strong against their foreheads. Like adamant stone, harder than flint, I have made your forehead. Do not be afraid of them, nor be dismayed at their looks, for they are a rebellious house."
I'll tell you about an important subject that few link together correctly, not even those who are in on it. Blindness is given to them that they may reap what they've earned.
Your view of what is going on in the world, in the scriptures, and in the prophecies, will be way off if you're not aware of the false guides, the lying darkness that labors tirelessly day and night to spread lies and misinformation.
It is the word that teaches us about these and opens our eyes, therefore those who do not abide in the word are controlled by the world and believes these things it is telling everyone.
Understand that the lies are obviously designed to not be apparent, so to be able to decipher, to be able to distinguish between the valuable and the worthless in this world, takes 2 crucial works; Love and humility.
They have engineered the lies to psychologically stumble those who are not doing the works of love and humility, and they combine this with programming our behavior to never even see what what we're doing every moment, taking things as normal because it's what the crowd/herd is doing and none of them are saying anything. Though they become the crowd to set ideas in motion and then the actual crowd is too scared to speak up or question anything.
When an entire generation doesn't really know the meanings of these 2 things and instead replaces the meanings with what the deceiving world led them to think concerning them, what do you think then ensues?
Wholly take this to heart, deceivers do not come to you appearing as deceivers, they do not look like "ugly" hateful monsters, they come to you brightened with sun-light, and smiling.
This lying darkness is the explanation as to why things are the way that they are, and part of why we even needed salvation in the 1st place.
They've been with us since our fall, and with their modern reach and influence they've helped weak men shape the world into a satanic monstrosity. However, modern man has been trained to be blind, they've lost the ability to even see what is satanic, shockingly accepting wrong for right and right for wrong, darkness for light and light for darkness. They work shameful and cruel deeds and do not even blush about it, but rather may even laugh.
Isaiah 5:20 "Woe to them that call evil good, and good evil, that put darkness for light, and light for darkness, that put bitter for sweet, and sweet for bitter! Woe to them that are wise in their own eyes, and prudent in their own sight!.."
Isaiah 5:24 "Therefore as the fire devours the stubble, and the flame consumes the chaff, so their root shall be as rottenness, and their blossom shall go up as dust, because they have cast away the Law of Yahu of hosts and despised the word of the holy One of Yisrael."
The actual essence of satanism is whatever the will of Yahu is, whatever he commands, to despise it and do the opposite. After the core essence comes the pursuit of hedonism. Rejecting self-control(elohim), and mindlessly serving all desires that come into your heart(beast). We were made in the image of Elohim, and we are taught to be more and more like Elohim, but the world has rejected their father and his paternal guidance, and have deformed into gluttonous beasts who even claim holiness and righteousness.. However, Elohim is not in the works that they are doing.
Stop putting your trust into the world, you are being lied to, and tested.
This life is not for you to sit back and enjoy like a king, this life is a test.
You are being tested, proving by your choices and works whether you love Yahu and his Messiah or not.
What I tell you should not be strange to you, the scriptures given to you bear witness to these things. We are even shown that the satan owns this world in a sense, given over to him to do his work in his battle against Father Elohim's will.
"The world" has been hijacked by shadows that claim to be of the light, who've infiltrated with the help of the satan every position that they can, and they masquerade as whatever they need to in order to convince you to continue down the path they've chosen for you.
They do not want us to become aware, but to remain sleeping, remain apathetic, remain gluttonous, remain a slave to lust, remain diseased, remain "medicated", and continue idolizing worthless things that claim our thoughts and wither our spirit from neglect.
They plan to keep us entangled in many snares and distractions, otherwise their control over our mind may slip.
Now it looks that the satan has them deceived to do his will. While they believe whatever, perhaps that they're going to all be youthful godlike-kings in a "new world order", the satan that manipulates them knows, his time is coming to a close, and this world that mocks love is ready to be uprooted in righteous wrath and thrown into the fire.
(Let us pray for their awakening as well, even though they hate us. Some go along hopelessly, believing they sold their soul to the devil and there is no point in changing and becoming a martyr, but you can't sell what doesn't belong to you, and the ultimate work of love is to be willing to sacrifice yourself for others.)
Some may think they know what I'm talking about, but if you've started to behold 1 "matrix" and think you've gained consciousness, then you're likely still in complete darkness.
This matrix they've created, has matrixs within matrixs. In fact the 90s movie that made this parable popular even displayed that calculated design in the movie, but it went over most movie goers' heads who were just looking for the usual good guy vs bad guy and good guy wins in the end film.
The machines who represent those beings higher than us, calculated through everything, and the people who thought they were the good guys were actually being manipulated and controlled the whole time even when they thought they were outside of the Matrix making their own choices.
Agent Smith who was portrayed as the enemy may actually be considered "the one", and Neo was actually a program created by the machines to contain Smith who threatened their control and survival. Many movies are inspired by our reality, and they help cause people to become blind to the truth because they think it's just some movie fiction. As they themselves boast, the best place to hide your secrets is in plain sight.
Those who then point out true things may then be scoffed at and I imagine it's part of the intention.
Consider for example, Yahu used Ron Wyatt to bring to light many archaeological sites and evidences to this modern world, with the Ark of the Covenant being the greatest of all. He had worked for many years on these things yet while in Jerusalem getting close to reaching the chamber with the Ark of the Covenant in it, Hollywood rushed and put out a movie called Indiana Jones and the Ark of the Covenant.
Indiana Jones is based on Ron Wyatt, yet by their tactic, certain men convinced the public Ron Wyatt was trying to be like Indiana Jones and called it the "Indiana Jones effect" acting as if he was some regular guy wanting to be like the movie.
So these wicked released this movie just as it was time for Yahu's Ark of the Covenant to be restored to our knowledge and the greatest revelation of all that the Messiah was sacrificed 20ft above it and the earthquake when he was laid on the ground opened the rocks and his blood poured out and ran down and annointed the holy of holies!
So they made it look like everyone was just coming out with Ark of the Covenant claims after renewed interest in it due to the movie's popularity.
I'll continue the work of Mr. Ron Wyatt and will have a page sharing Biblical finds. Ron's desire was to help restore the damaged faith of those who've been listening to the world's lies.
These who rule from the shadows, who've infiltrated everything and weave a matrix-like reality, they create varying false points of progress, for our thoughts to move through so we can be misled by thinking we're not misled.
With precision they lead people around to cultivate pride, if they can bring the spirit of pride into you then your mind will be clouded and cease mature progress.
How easy it is for them when the blind believe they've progressed to a point beyond "others" as if they're special and those who are not in the same spot are inferior. With pride you will even become 1 with the lies and then defend them as if it was your identity being personally attacked.
They often do reveal some truths, but it's under their control, mixed with their confusing lies to influence what you're holding as fact. Sometimes they may deliver the truth, but make some part backwards.
Many men of the world are puppets and actors, performing on a stage according to what the dark world's writers have come up with in secret and they do it to convince us that their illusions are reality, it's akin to the people who've watched pro wrestling and believed it was real.
Ephesians 6:11 "Put on the whole armor of Elohim, that you may be able to stand against the schemes of the devil. For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, againsts the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places. Therefore, take up the whole armor of Elohim.."
They have at their bidding many real people who are lied to and deluded, so they can use these people who are at various degrees of beliefs as much as possible in their show because these are the best actors since they're not "acting", but believe in their position.
If the script calls for a bad guy, they will play the bad guy and make it look like they have no association with those playing the good guys.
If the script calls for a relatable hero, guess what? They'll create one in their augmented reality show and people will love them never doubting their authenticity just because they came with a back-story, as if character creation, references, and back stories can't be fabricated on "the show".
Understand this with their circus show, if they want to control how you think about something or a group, they may use the technique of playing a member of that group to poison it. Then play out whatever manipulating strategy they've come up with to control how those on the outside will think about that group whenever it comes to mind, though also often for those within the group to usurp and grab at control of steering the herd, those within mistake them for an actual "member"/insider on their side, and they too are helped to be misled into how to think, which could be things like overfocusing on the wrong ideas and key points, fogging up the information, causing everyone to look over the plain key facts of logic that could most successfully devour the illogical, and then with enough degradation the whole cause may deform into a complete failure of the original hope and cause.
This is basically what is keeping the various separations/religions of the nations surviving.
Think of a giant monster that many people are fighting and can not prevail because they're attacking where it wants them to attack, a fatal and heavily armored area, all the while its vulnerable underside was what it was trying to distract you from. My advice is go for the neck of the lies in this world and do not get sidetracked wasting time with uncertain or useless efforts just because devils are trying to get you distracted and burning your energy going in fruitless circles.
Be aware and on guard against their disinformation puppets and campaigns. They understand the importance of disinformation for their control of the herd, to reach their vain goals.
The people on the earth who have neglected their father, busy playing with toys and feasting on their tasty meals instead of seeking him, feeling proud and educated because they were educated from their youth by these same people who demand control of how our children will think and interpret new information, falls for the disinformation tactics easily, and is what we've earned if we love the world more than him who truly deserves our love and attention.
Therefore let the arrogant and those who will not hear the Word tire themselves with confusion and panic, but you do not be like them.
You will have to go against the majority, against the herd. You should have learned from the scriptures by now the majority is wrong, therefore if something is compatible with a great amount of people in the world while the satan is ruling in it, something is likely wrong with it. If a denomination or school of thought is at peace here, then it has probably been clipped and reshaped by devils to be acceptable in their will.
There are surely many today who if they were alive in the day Messiah came to save us, they would have fallen for the satan's disinformation manipulation that led everyone into jumping to the conclusion that the Messiah was crazy, doing works by the satan, and there to destroy those who followed him, and they would have been wanting him and those who actually witnessed and knew him dead, as if they were their enemy and it would be a service to Elohim and righteous to go to war with them and put them away.
Note that there was a false version of him created and gave from liars and false witnesses, and then the real version of who he was known by those who were true witnesses and met him, and it became a battle to convince others they had accepted a lie from their government. Yes, the religious leaders and priests were 1 part of the government over the people.
So many think they would never be blind like those in the past, but the scriptures told us it's going to continue to happen, and is going to happen again in the future up to the end, and the reason is because those people don't truly know Yahu. If you recall those who rejected Yahushua was only proving they didn't know Yahu or his scriptures even though they thought they were geniuses highly educated; They were educated by men not Yahu.
These same are going to choose a false messiah over the real Messiah because they're looking for what the world told them to look for. Don't let the world tell you what the Messiah is supposed to be like, go and see for yourself from the true witness.
1 simple test to figure if you or a person may be dangerous against the truth, examine if they accept the false witness "TV" and allow it to control what they think of others and who they want to go to war with, being willing to harm just because it told them to.
Technology can be used by righteous for righteous reasons but these are not in control, and they have been drown out by the overwhelming reach of the satan. All major media stations are actually owned by the same group that tries to make it look like they are thousands of individual voices with their own individual judgments.. This is such a huge revealing fact, yet it just rolls back out of people's ears like it means nothing..
They exploit the fact people tend to go with crowds. If they create the image of a crowd they gain power. They want you to think millions of people do and think a certain way, but they may not really.
Modernly this has even created what some people call "troll farms", people whose job is to write all over the internet and social media, making fake posts to give illusions of what the crowd feels and thinks. Search engines have become more and more useless every year because they're now pointing almost exclusively to planted information since people tend to accept the 1st things displayed to them or the 1st thing that fits to what they wanted to believe. It is a skill now to be able to trick searches into pulling up what is actually helpful.
We are surrounded by lies and confusion from these false guides, but we don't have to be overwhelmed with confusion if we seek Yahu and listen to him, he makes everything clear, just like his scriptures tells us the world is a lie so we shouldn't be having to figure that out on our own. When people do not believe what the scriptures testify, then people follow the lies and this will lead up to them eventually accepting the coming anti-christ.
From the scriptures I have seen a terrible deception possible, deception invisible to the world who rejects the witness of the scriptures and instead filters them through their ideas and interpretations.
Many ask, how can so many Christians fall for a false messiah, the anti-christ, especially them having the Bible and being able to see the future told right there? It doesn't make sense to those in churchianity, therefore they bend the interpretation to how they think it would have to be based on their doctrines. Not only this, they then also are misled into thinking the end time prophecies are not current but something still in the future because they can't line it up with what they think the world is.
Understanding that churchianity has been misled by doctrines of men and lose the ability to see when they choose them over Yahushua's teachings, what we maybe should look for is the satan to play out on his world stage the big show that the group he wants to devour most is expecting to see.
He strongly misguides those who think they're not misguided comparing themselves to others they judge as the real misguided.
I never declare I am free of fault and I continue to make prayers that the father be gracious with me and help me not be misled by either my own heart, or the devil's lies. Those men who pridefully declare they're not misguided or at any risk of it, are blind, and get misguided..
Through various sections I will witness to you about the truth given to us, and hope you will be able to see how the world's denominations and "facts" were never really in alignment with Yahu or Yahushua. That both the leaders of modern Christianity and modern Judaism do not even know the very ones they're claiming to know, and have created false images, false versions of them.
These false versions is what they mislead the people into thinking about and looking for. If you only seek men, and do not seek your Father, then you will be filled with the traditions of men and not be able to tell the difference between false versions and what is actually of Elohim.
2 Corinthians 11:14 "And no wonder, for the satan transforms himself as an angel of light, it is not a great matter if also his servants transforms themselves as dispensers of righteousness. Those whose end shall be according to their works."
Jeremiah 50:6 "My people have been lost sheep, their shepherds have caused them to go astray."
Matthew 15:14 "They are blind guides, and if the blind lead the blind, both will fall into a pit."
Churchianity expects an anti-christ character, therefore the show may accomplish this by using 2 anti-christ characters. The 1st is for looking like the anti-christ and fulfilling misleading modern Judaism by acting like the false messiah they look for, and then also for being overcome by the 2nd that is really THE anti-christ so that churchianity thinks they've just witnessed the rise of the anti-christ in Israel and then the return of their true Messiah that defeated him..
All through history and in the scriptures we are given examples of this happening, false versions from the satan against real versions from Yahu.
So at that point if that is how it unfolds, the anti-christ then only has to act like the impostor version messiah of churchianity, and all people, of all races and previous religions, will accept him as the truth, and the most high Elohim.
Churchianity does not teach he is the son of Elohim only but teaches he is "God almighty himself" despite this not being what he himself testified about himself. They think they follow him but do not even believe his words. This false teaching and false image of the messiah though actually fits to the anti-christ who will declare he is the most high.
People will do whatever he says, including warring against the saints who to them will look like fools not obeying his instructions but still remaining loyal to Yahu and his real Messiah Yahushua.
I do not know if this is how it will go, but I'm giving you an example of how following the world and the false guides can actually lead us to places we wouldn't believe.
I'll save the End Time talk for another section. You need to 1st learn about the truths being kept from you that will make you holy to your Elohim and receive his seal, and be able to clearly discern between the false and the true.
This next thing I say, I also tell you hoping to expose the false guides, but it too can be relevant for understanding what is actually being said concerning the End Time and how we've ended up there.
You may have noticed I'm saying "churchianity". I say it to draw attention that modern Christianity has strayed from the actual words of the Christ they're supposed to be following, and instead are keeping traditions of men, dogma, passed down to them from church.
Church actually already had a period past where those who chose to follow the Christ's words instead of her were put to death. Odd that few people today care that this is part of her past, and even fewer that it's now normal to observe those commandments that previous saints refused in order to follow their Lord even unto death.
Also note how I'm tending to say "church" as a single entity. Church is not what her members thinks she is, and when I talk of her know when I am talking about her specifically and not the members as if they are like her, but members have been swindled into a confused identity, and thus many who think they belong to church actually belong to the body of Messiah.
The word church isn't even really in the scriptures. Just like the names of our Father and the Messiah have been taken out and replaced, words simply meaning assembly, congregation, etc.. referring to the body of Messiah, were replaced with the word church and we were deceived into esteeming the organization from the satan that called itself "church".
The person who may have actually created most of what is now called the KJV, William Tyndale, he did include the word church in his English translation, but used it only when referring to heathen places of worship. He was put to death for the works he did, he was hated for spreading awareness about what church really is, so the Roman church made an example out of him.
Church is the name of a past idol, from back near the times of Messiah's ministry. This idol was claimed to have been the daughter of a so called sun-god. The Statue of Liberty in the USA is actually a giant idol of that same so called sun-god which is also referred to as "the light bearer". Note also, "Lucifer" is Latin(Roman language) and it means light bearer. These people over us place abominations right in our sight and then give us false interpretations about them that we accept, because like I said, we were trained with propaganda to trust them and see them as the light, as good men, when they're actually infiltrated, diseased within, and devour the innocent while flashing their symbols of sun worship, pyramids, and eyes. Again I will say, even those who think they're on the inside are likely just as misled with false interpretations. Such is the way of the father of lies. We can't join a group built on lies, by liars, and expect to find anything trustworthy and true there.
Having only a left eye has actually become the symbol of a bad worthless shepherd, that devours their flock without pity..(Zechariah 11:17)
"Church" like many names has had varying pronunciations over the ages, such as Kirk and Circe. She was a seductress witch, and she was known for drugging/poisoning people. She held a cup in her hand with wine in it, she poisoned the wine and would give it to men and they would deform and degrade into unclean beasts and swine..
So not only is it revealing something to us when certain teachings are called church doctrines, but Church also shares some shocking similarities with what is said about "the whore" in Revelation.
The Roman church calls itself the "mother church", who is the mother of churches. Her children may have went out and act like they've left her behind, but they're still of her. They make this evident by their works, they've went back to keeping her commandments and celebrating her days, such as The 1st Day Sabbath of Church, kept on what they call "the venerable Day of the Sun". Our calendar we use today comes from these people and is pagan, so this is why you will see me using Yahu's calendar instead and referring to the days of the week like 1st day, 2nd day, 3rd day.
So this too sounds oddly familiar since Revelation mentions a great whore, who is the mother of whores.
Whatever the case, we have been lied to about what church really is, and church has long hoped to make you believe that you need it to be saved, but you don't. Though it once tried to kill all those who opposed it, and destroy all scriptures on the earth and put the writings in language that only they could understand, and make it to where all men did need it and have to come to it to obtain "knowledge". They killed many saints of Yahu..
Church does not save you, Yahushua does. He is the salvation from Yahu, and neither of them have given you commandment to go to this thing calling itself church and submit to it.
It is good to congregate with others of the body of Messiah, but this could be anywhere, it could be just your own family in a home. It doesn't have to be in 1 of these organization's buildings with people following church's commands. You are not wicked if you don't go to "church", this idea has become like the people in the past who had fear of idols and was afraid to dishonor them and to not sacrifice to them. Look to the truth and put away your fears of idols that devils will use to control you.
Many people when they 1st come out of the lies are led to separate from groups who are walking in confusion, I too think this is good to do for most so they can go be immersed in the truth and not be distracted with constant false guidance while they seek growth.
Since I was not trained up by churchianity, it wasn't much the case for me, but for many they have to go through a process of a lot of unlearning, sorting through what they thought they knew, to see if it was really taught in the Bible or if it's made up by men.
The truth is the Messiah is not coming back for church, he is coming back for "his body", those who truly follow him and keep his word. But I sternly say to you, those participating in churchianity are still our brethren and are just being misled like we all have been. It does not mean someone is lost and has a wicked heart if they're going to a church and are following a denomination. It may be the best course of action for that individual at that current time, and I know of church members who work more love than some who think they're in the truth. I myself have been put to shame by the works of love by some people in church compared to what I was doing at times.
I know many people who could not receive my witness I'm giving right now and instead would feel the need to go pray for me. That's happened to me since I 1st read the Bible and started telling interesting things that were written in it. People thought I was speaking foreign things from a cult, from a different book, unaware that I was literally mentioning things written in the Bible they had carried around for decades yet still didn't know what it said.
So I tell you truly, I am thankful that they have varying guides to help them when they are in different stages of growth, and that we are not lost for not being perfect but are helped to grow by our gentle Father.
So many people still need baby food, and this is not good. The key for all though is to keep focus and growing and not let any authority figure tell to listen to them over our true teachers. If you sit in a congregation and the leader tells you to do opposite of what Yahushua said to do, cling to Yahushua's words.
If you stop caring about someone because they're in a church or denomination, and if you don't understand them as fellow brethren and fellow sheep of the flock, that you're not above, then I don't think you are in the full truth of Yahushua the Messiah yet walking as he walked.
He loves them and desires their success, and is gracious, knowing full well that the children of men are being misguided by traditions and lies from the satan. So I say this to those who've come out of some of the lies and have been puffed up in pride, and I also say it to you who may hear these things and understand it as true, and start to come out, so that you don't make the error of exalting yourself above others and treating them like they're bad and a lost cause. Be humble and honest, not forgetting the very things Father has forgiven you for and where he has brought you from, and how patient he has been with you, and how you was saved by grace, not by your own skill or power or righteousness, and would have been dead if not for his merciful kindness.
After I wrote his word on my heart and memorized the scriptures, I went back to sometimes attending these congregations, and I receive blessings and inspirations there. I don't think myself better than any of them, but see myself as a fellow sheep of the Messiah's flock. I simply take the good and when there is bad I decline it, and hope for an opportunity to shine some light to my brethren.
If you recall, the Messiah attended congregations, and he didn't only attend congregations perfect in understanding and righteousness. If such a thing existed he may have not even went there because they wouldn't be in need of his light.
I'm not telling you to stay joined to lies or do things if they're harmful to you or your family, not all congregations and groups of people are the same, but according to your abilities and gifts, love others.
I don't attend anything called "church" on the 1st day of the week however. I utterly refuse to keep "The 1st day sabbath of Church" that wicked men created in opposition of the 7th day sabbath of Yahu, and they even killed the saints and my family for keeping the 7th day sabbath and refusing to esteem their commandment for a new day and for replacing what Elohim gave.
So, these shadows that have hijacked the world, have created a world so far away from the truth, that the truth stands out as strange inside of it.
Hosea 8:12 "I have written for him the great things of my Law, but they were considered a strange thing."
We are taught from our youth that things that are strange and different, are bad. They lead us to make this association subconsciously so that we do not respond in a loving and humble manner to all people, and hear what they say no matter how hard their sayings are, and then judge if they are good or bad, but to just judge straight away them as bad and reject their message covering our ears in disgust.
Thus, Yahu the creator is foreign to them too, and they will not hear his words. And those who will not hear his words will likewise not hear the words of his servants. Not everyone is like this, there are so many people among us that have a heart that can hear and would care, but many who would hear, are being misguided by these who will not hear.. It is these who I speak towards, and give warning about them giving the judgments of what they should be doing into the hands of the stiff-necked.
The time is near for people to hear the truth again, and arrive at a choice, so don't be surprised then when the devil starts fabricating things meant to get you into the mind to accuse others of crazy talk and being in "1 of those cults".
He may create 5 groups to cause the 1 true group to just blend in and look like the 5 fakes meant to look crazy. When Yahu sent Moses and his brother Aaron to Egypt to save the people from the clutches of the wicked, the satan raised up 2 brothers in Egypt that were sorcerers and made Moses and Aaron just look like sorcerers too to the world. Be a good judge and judge each matter, and do it fairly. Look for the satan's insignia, it's almost as if Elohim allows him to test, but with the exception that he may not make it a perefect seamless deception so that those who are willing to open their eyes can be saved from the confusion and deception. Judge with love, and use your logic given to you.
Elohim will open your eyes so that you can see the truth, such as the world stage and the puppets and their strings. However you have to let go of any foolish pride, and take hold of love. This is the key to growth, humility and love. As much of these that you have, expect to be able to go that far in progress without stalling. Progress continuously at intervals brings about temptations to give in to pride, and to become selfish and not perform higher levels of love. To become prideful is a lack of truth and knowledge, usually resulting from rejecting truths and knowledge. Absolute truth does not allow pride, as all truths are made bare, and it's obvious where all things are standing within the hierarchy of existence.
I tell you, if you are stiff-necked and not currently worthy, you should expect to be blinded. This concept of worthy and unworthy is not from me, but you can learn it from the scriptures.
Our life is a test. If something like being able to see the world stage and all of the lies would cause you to repent and then perform what you should have been doing, don't expect it to happen.
1st do what you should be doing, then receive the rewards that will help you.
The world does not comprehend this, Elohim could force everyone to do exactly what he wants, but then we would all just be robots not living beings like him. We would not have choice, there would not be a test anymore proving our value. Love is a quantifiable value. He wants us to be real and sincere. He wants our love and he's not going to force anyone to love him.
In truth, he is fully worthy of our love and acceptance. Those who do not know this lack understanding.
So then understand, if a wicked person would repent and change their behavior from actually realizing any certain thing, because it would dissolve their pride and transfer their faith from the world to Yahu and his son, then they will have blindness, and they will stay drunk on the world and reap what they've sown. They may progress through some levels but only be repositioned in some other deception.
Therefore I say again, wake up from your slumbering, snap out of it. Choose humility and love. Begin reforging your personality and rewiring your circuits.
There is an array of positions people sit in. Many people have a level of faith and goodness, but being still in this test of life, they may not get to realize great things such as the real gifts of the spirit since that would give them more faith than they worked for. They would've had enough if they kept progressing and doing what they should've been doing, humility and love leads to perfect faith. So even though they may be part of his people and have some faith, to see an obvious gift of the spirit would cause them to unnaturally progress and affect their test. I hope I'm speaking in an understandable way, I'm intending on restoring your hope in what the world taught you is fruitless. I want all of his people to go closer to him. And to realize they're getting out what they're putting in, to not lie to themselves that they act and believe the way they do because they previously "tried" when they really didn't do much of anything. They would probably quickly recognize and admit that if it was about someone else who was not really trying towards them.
Many modern Christians are like a form of atheist, what I mean is they are not really seeking and following him from their heart, but are more of just doing some motions and traditions for "just in case" thinking the amount of "effort" they're willing to do is going to save them. They're also usually rationing out their time and effort for that against the things of the world they love. The amount of faith they have then dictates how far they are willing to go with their "religion". Many of these people are even leaders. People trust them to teach them what is best but since they are only willing to go so far for the Elohim that they prove by their works they don't even belive his words, when they see things that are contrary to their "religion" and traditions, their current ways, they ignore it, because they do not have enough love and faith to be willing to go "that far". Especially since it often means admitting fault, few have enough faith and humility to ever consider lowering their pride and admit they are plainly mistaken.
If you can't comprehend these fruits yet and don't know who to let help guide you, the path is obvious and simple, 1st stop being lazy like others can do all of the work for you and save you, and let Yahu and Yahushua lead you, you have their words in reach. Modern teachers tend to not even teach the scriptures. Many of them are doing encouraging and helpful things but if they're not going to actually share the scriptures you'll need to do that on your own time. They like to do something that's sorta like overfocusing on single sentences, so hearing 1 sentence a week is not the way to understand, or show you care and are making effort. You can't get close to anyone if you only allow them to speak 1 sentence to you per week. Some of you out there it's more like 1 sentence per month, some per year. You know this and if someone you cared about did this to you, how would you feel?
The world that is mocking Elohim doesn't know that he would reward them with blindness, therefore they foolishly believe things like he is too weak to give them a sign to cause them to repent.. Should the wicked be rewarded for their wickedness?
Psalm 18:25 "With the merciful you show yourself merciful, with the blameless man you show yourself blameless. With the pure you will show yourself pure, and with the wayward you will show yourself awry."
Mark 4:12 "So that seeing they may see and not perceive, and hearing they may hear and not understand, lest they should turn and their sins be forgiven them."
2 Thessalonians 2:11 "And for this reason Elohim will send them strong delusion, that they should believe the lie, that they all may be condemned who did not believe the truth, but had pleasure in unrighteousness."
James 4:6 "..Elohim resists the proud, but gives grace to the humble."
I have accepted that I can't force you, or anyone, to see, or to love, since he himself will not even do that. Should we expect to exercise a power that he does not even use?
I pray though that he continues to press on such people and give them openings to circumcise their heart. While he lets people have the blindness they have chosen, he doesn't want us to be blind, but we have to work with him. Go to him like a humble child, afterall you are literally his child!
If some things I share you can't yet accept, at least let it remain in your memory and maybe you will come back to it later and see things differently, perhaps when you mature in understanding or start recognizing some things for yourself. Please though even if you can't accept all, still continue on through what I'm sharing so that you may accept what you currently are able.
So now that we've gotten these things out of the way;
That there are false guides abounding, helping spin a false reality that we're born into and are led to accept without questioning.
That we are not really doing as much as we usually think we are if we're honest and just think what if someone was treating us the way we're treating our Father.
That repenting in faith and starting to work both love and humility will fast-track our growth. Love has different contexts and the world teaches you to only think in terms of 1 meaning, yet the scriptures when they speak of love are sometimes using the other form and meaning; Love is a work, a verb, not a feeling. Therefore love is quantifiable. Remember, faith without works, is dead. Seek to understand all things in context, not by filters of inherited tradition.
And very importantly, that even if you think you're absolutely too far gone, too filthy, not good enough, Yahu still loves you and WANTS you. He wants you to call to him and return to him and remember who you truly are. As it was said, those who are forgiven much, love much. Therefore some of the closest to Elohim were once those who were the farthest away. He has shown us these things in his scriptures, repeatedly, such as with the apostle Paul who called himself a chief sinner, he persecuted and stood by as those who followed the Messiah were murdered, yet Elohim took him and transformed him into a great apostle that went on and worked miracles and taught many countries the knowledge of Elohim. I myself am a testimony to this. I was not born righteous nor raised up sheltered from all evil. I was born into and raised up in the world, I've experienced the vanities and sins, I know their powers that they can exert on a person's heart. I wonder if this is part of why Father has shown me favor in my efforts to share, not just out of love for me, but out of love for all of you, to prove to you that if you repent and accept his new covenant, you will be accepted and made clean, your shame and errors forgotten thanks to the work of his son who gave himself for us and suffered in our place. By this Yahu and Yahushua both have proven that they love you! Yahu doesn't expect you to be perfect, but rather admit to yourself that you're not. We are like the animals, we're made of dirt, we are not elohims.
But in saying this, understand, he knows exactly what each individual is capable of. If he says you can do something and you tell him no you can't, you call him a liar. So let's not go through life without trying, falling back on the fact that we are not perfect and make errors. You know full well you can make less errors if you care enough to try. When we do the evil the satan wants us to do we give occasion for the enemies of Yahu to mock. Let's not grieve the holy spirit.
As I said, now that I got that out of the way, I can start sharing the important knowledge that I initially made this project for way back around 2011.
EDIT 9/13/21: The website is being built right now, it's coming back soon. The rest has been taken away for now while I edit.
None of the links work they were just placeholders while testing and do not reflect what the final choices are, I was just getting a feel for what it may look like.
If it is the will of the Father, I will have the website back for sharing to you in time before it's too late.
I started this website around 2011, but took it down after becoming unwell in 2019.
Please keep checking back and don't forget about me. I've made the website look different than what you're used to seeing on the web, to make it harder for you to forget, so hopefully it works!
I'd like to share quickly since I regret not telling others back at the start of 2020 when evidence of what was apparently planned started to happen;
Whatever you may think concerning the current crisis the world is facing, I suggest avoid being "tested" intranasally.
I'm saying do not let them swab your sinuses if you can avoid it. If possible choose the burdens from avoiding the "test" such as quarantine.
Additionally, as should be obvious, my recommendation is to trust in your Father for protection from harm, and do not accept venom from serpents. WWJD?
Controversially with some I also recommend you wear your veil(mask) and be kind to others reasonably in that way. However understand my logic, if you do pass some simple uncleanness like the common cold to 1 of these who are consumed by fear, they're likely to panic and go and then get tested, and so on. A face veil of course does not prevent the spread of respiratory infection, but if it's even 1% improvement that would be good for a time such as this, again I say, so that you are less likely to help others fall into the net laid out by the wicked.
Daily keep reading the scriptures and seek your father in prayer hoping to form a relationship with him, and hopefully I see you here again.